I Survived…

I survived when I got to know I was a burden for everyone,

I survived when I got to know people around me love me not emotionally but as a duty,

I survived when I wanted to give up my life but nobody was there to stop me,

I survived when I cried alone and there was no one to wipe my tears,

I survived when I pretended to be okay but i was broken from inside,

I survived when I wanted a person but everyone was busy in their own lives,

I survived when the people I thought were real ones were faking around,

I survived when in this big world there was no one to call mine,

I survived when everyone was busy judging me with my words but they never understood what i wanted to say,

I survived when I lost my soul, my own smile.

I survived when I got to know people stay with us for their own benefits,

I survived when I was busy making lives of the people and they were busy in destroying mine,

I survived when every time I was expected to act mature,

I survived when I wanted to be the happiest human being and ended up being a mess.