"A Journey of Love and Loss: Remembering My Mother and Grandfather"

In life, I've encountered a myriad of people who have taught me valuable lessons – love, patience, and effortless care, among others. Today, I find myself reflecting on the special beings I've lost and sharing a side of my journey that I've seldom explored.

The pain of losing my mother lingers since childhood. At the tender age of 4, I couldn't fathom the impending loss as she called out to me while battling illness. My fear kept me at bay, and the haunting memory became a constant companion. Over the years, my aversion to hospitals grew, yet time gradually healed the wounds. Regrettably, the sole memory I hold dear is her calling me, a poignant reminder of what could have been. She embodied kindness, bravery, beauty, and intelligence – a remarkable fusion in one person.

I hope i will get to choose you as my mother in every other lifetime, people call me a carbon copy of you but little they know i am yet to be brave, kind, beautiful,honest etc like you.🩵

More recently, the loss of my grandfather has left an indelible mark. He stood by me unwaveringly, especially during pivotal moments. When uncertainty clouded my boarding school admission, he reassured my father with a simple directive: "Kisi cheez ki chinta mat karna, bhejh do isko." His joy upon my success was palpable, and his presence always offered solace. His comforting words – "Udas lag rahi ho, udas nahi rehna hai mai hu na" – echoed throughout my life, providing strength even when he spoke little to others. When leaving for Chandigarh, he silently supported my decision, imparting the wisdom of not letting go of good things easily. Little did I know that it would be our last farewell. His passing in August brought an unparalleled pain, transcending the sorrows of past heartbreaks.

Life's unpredictable nature serves as a poignant reminder that time with loved ones is finite. The illusion of having ample time shatters when we realize that the chances to create more memories have slipped away.

I missed the chance to tell you "how much you mean to me" because i thought i had time. Thank you for being my support system no matter what🙏🏻❤

To my departed loved ones, wherever they may be, I convey a silent promise – that one day, I will make them proud.